.:::Update:::.

Well it has been sometime since I've last sat down and wrote so this entry might be a tad bit longer then normal....... Ready? here we go..... So I'm back to work again, [sucks right? yea i know.] I had become content with just my small part-time job, yet with Ty'rell's birthday, then Christmas slowly approaching i thought that maybe i should go ahead and accept the //plea bargain\\. So far, everything is going O.K. Kevin is delighted that I'm back because the //idiots\\ he tried to find to replace me failed {{horribly}}. My dedicated and loyal customers are happy as well and continue to greet me with praise. Only ones who aren't that happy are my new co-workers. They don't seem to understand where i came from, and why i just jumped in like i had never left. [Ha] What idiots! It's the same as driving a car.[once you learn it, you'll never forget it.] So their pissed, yet I myself am [unhappy] too. This is not the lifestyle i see myself in, never have, which is why i had quit this job back in April, but times get rough, money gets funny, and jobs in Michigan were being phased out, so i felt as if this was my last and only resort. At least until i am able to return to school again. Not these bullshit ass trade schools either. I know you've seen the commercials ["Training in less then 15 months", "College isn't right for me", "Job Placement Assistant" ] That shit is some BULLSHIT!! If i had listened to my aunt i would have never wasted my time, my effort, and let alone my MONEY, in one of those school where i graduated TOP OF MY CLASS, yet am still unable to find a decent career in my field. Oh sure, you look in the papers and there are a [million and one] ad's listed for MA's all around the state. Do you know how much most Medical assistants make? The salary is horrible for the amount of time and training you spent learning the skill, not only that, but your requirements are endless! hell, you might as well be the doctor cause the only thing you don't do it diagnosis and write actual prescriptions. So this time I'm going to make sure i do things the right way, the way i should have when i was acepted to 3 very good colleges right after high school, yet chose to be juvenile and bullshit my blessings away. I [wont] make the same mistake twice. So with God willing I [Will] be returning to OCC this spring semester.


Moving on................


So me and [Jeff] have decided to move on and go our separate ways relationship wise..... This has been a 2 year relationship that has seemed like it's been in a stand still since we reunited. We were together so long ago[when i was 18] then we lost communication and reunited 2 years ago, but it's been so hard being with someone who has told me since the beginning that he is [not] willing to allow a relationship to come into his life right now, i didn't know that right now would last this long, so i had to let it go....... Do i love him? I can't say that i [Love] him, but i do have feelings for him. I can't seem to just go [cold turkey]. We talk everyday and i feel that it's more of just a friendship, which if i think about it, thats what it was the entire time, just with [sex]. Who was i kidding? i guess myself only huh? As time goes on, i know these feelings will become less and less evident so that i can continue to move on with myself and with my new found interest...........


Charlie........


Wow, this has really come to a shock to me that this is real, but it seems so right! I'm so nervous that i feel that we jumped into this way too soon, but i feel that when it's right it's right so why wait? After being with someone for so long with no progression i feel that this is going at a beautiful pace! Oh wait, you don't know who [Charlie] is do you? Well honestly[i know this is gonna sound weird] we've known each other since the age of 5, dig that! Through the [magic] of Facebook, we where flung at each other like snowballs, now our snowball is rolling and gaining more and more mass everyday as we learn about each others lives, thoughts and feelings. He has been such a support system for me and I feel so blessed to have him now, so blessed that I'm willing to do anything i have to do to make sure that this feeling lasts! With Jeff, i never felt as comfortable, never felt that if i had some thing i needed to discuss and get off my chest would i have been able to do so with him. So i bottled up, and talked to my best friend, i wrote, and i even [stepped outside the box], which while on the subject I'll discuss with you.........

Conrad.........................

Man, Conrad caught me at a very low[weak] moment, and his style was just too attractive! I've always had a problem with being attracted to [bad boys][hoods][dope men] whatever you choose to call him, and his style was so much as theirs, yet he was NONE of that! He was just a real ass nigga, who liked to have fun and hung around his inner circle of friends and family[which was alot]. Conrad had my head sprung, and my nose wide open, but it was always me trying to juggle him and Jeff around to the point that neither ever knew about each other. But Conrad had some shit going on that to this day i never knew about myself. I mean when it was me and him or me him and his people shit was great! but it would be times that he would disappear, sometimes weeks would go by, and i wouldn't see or hear from him at all, which lead me to believe that he himself was living a double life, yet his tracks weren't as clean as mines. Outta nowhere one night while i was out with some friends my phone rings [Kendrick Conrad] shows on the caller ID, I answer longing to hear this excuse of the longest disappearing act ever, thinking its gonna involved jail. He continues to tell me that his Father, Grandfather, and Grandmother, had all passed away back to back. I offer my condolences and leave the matter where it lays. Sometimes i would sit and wonder what life would have been like with him, then i quickly come back to my senses, he was never right for me, not even for me to step out of a situation that wasn't the greatest in itself [HE] wasn't worth it......That wasn't so hard to leave in the past...........

With that last statement "Leave in the past" Being said.......

This whole post came to mind after he watching ["The Best Man"] today..... Taye Diggs character was involved with a friend from college many years before the present date of the movie, yet him and that college love interest never moved on and he wondered [What if?] He was presently involved with a wonderful woman who was supportive and with him through everything he needed for the last 2 years they had been dating, yet he was so curious about that [What if?] situation with the college friend that he almost lost everything he had put his effort into building up. I can't do that...I can't allow myself to live in the past any longer. I can't risk throwing something so promising out the window for something that has kept me in the [shadows]. Time is moving, and so shall I. Frontwards bound only........

-CraKk-

[FREE T.I]!!!!

Rapper T.I. was arrested in Atlanta yesterday [October 13] by agents of the Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco, Firearms and Explosives (ATF) after he allegedly attempted to purchase three machine guns and two silencers from an undercover agent, acting as an arms dealer.

In addition to the three machine guns found in his College Park home, police also recovered six additional firearms from a closet in the rapper's house.

T.I. has been charged with felony possession of unregistered machine guns and silencers and possession of firearms by a convicted felon.

According to U.S. Attorney David E. Nahmias, T.I. allegedly sought to purchase an unregistered machine gun, as well as numerous other weapons.

T.I. allegedly paid almost a total of $21,000 in cash to his bodyguard to purchase over 25 firearms on his behalf.

The bodyguard, who was acting as a cooperating witness, told agents that he was purchasing the machine guns on T.I.'s behalf because the rapper is a convicted felon.

The man, who had been employed since July 2007, allegedly purchased nine weapons for the rapper as well as one weapon on behalf of another, unnamed individual.

The bodyguard purchased a total of nine weapons for T.I. and 17 for others on behalf of T. I., because of his prior felony conviction, which prevents him from legally owning firearms.

"Machine guns pose a serious danger to the community, which is why they are so carefully regulated," said David E. Nahmias, United States Attorney for the Northern District of Georgia. "The last place machine guns should be is in the hands of a convicted felon, who cannot legally possess any kind of firearm. This convicted felon allegedly was trying to add several machine guns to an already large and entirely illegal arsenal of guns. Thanks to the good and quick work of ATF, he is now in custody and his firearms have been seized."

The bodyguard, acting as a Confidential Witness [CW] placed a series of phone calls to T.I., which were recorded by the ATF.

The CW called T.I. and said "he had everything," referring to machine guns he was allegedly supposed to purchase on behalf of the rapper.

On October 12, T.I. called the CW and ordered him to deliver the weapons yesterday [October 13].

"This investigation developed very quickly," said Vanessa McLemore, Special Agent in Charge of ATF's Atlanta Division. "We learned only this Wednesday that the cooperating witness was allegedly buying the machine guns for Harris. The cooperating witness told Harris on Thursday that he had obtained the items, and on Friday Harris made it clear that he wanted them delivered to him today. Harris then agreed to meet and took possession of the machine guns this afternoon. He now faces serious federal charges and a potentially long prison sentence."

T.I. will remain in federal custody until Monday, October 15, when he will appear before US Magistrate Judge Alan J. Baverman at the United States Courthouse in Atlanta.

-CraKk-

You sick bastard you!!!!!

The South Beach club promoter arrested for allegedly having unprotected sex with a woman and not telling her he was HIV positive had bond set at $100,000, because prosecutors believe he is a threat to public safety.

Prosecutors believe Elidor Kersaint was planning to have sex with more unknowing women, despite his arrest. Documents obtained by CBS4 News shows how they asked the judge to increase his bond. However, Kersaint had already posted a lower bond and bailed out of jail when the increase went into effect. Weeks later officers tracked him down and rearrested him.

Miami Beach police are asking that women who had unprotected sex with him to come forward; 22-year old Kersaint is HIV positive and is accused of knowingly spreading the disease to his sex partners.

Wednesday night CBS4 News spoke to some of his colleagues, who didn't want to talk on camera. They say Kersaint has been living with HIV all his life; his mother passed it on to him. However, they say they didn't find out about his status until the days leading up to his arrest.

One 20-year-old woman has already told Miami Beach police she had contact with Kersaint.

According to his MySpace page, Elidor Kersaint paints himself as a pretty popular guy on the South Beach scene who might have promoted himself in clubs including Opium, Prive, and Mansion. Representatives from the Opium Group say Kersaint was not an employee, but he may have worked with any number of third party vendors.

"I can unequivocally confirm that this individual is not an employee of the Opium Group," said Opium Group representative Vanessa Menkes in a written statement to CBS4.

On his MySpace page, there are dozens of pictures of him posing with club going celebs, and countless pictures of him with half naked women.

But police say Kersaint had a dark secret.

"He carries a 'pretty big stick' here in Miami Beach which is attractive for some people," said Bobby Hernandez with the Miami Beach Police Department. "Unfortunately he could have used that big stick, or attractiveness, to lure these women in to have sex with them and unbeknownst to them he has HIV."

The one woman who came forward told investigators she had sex with Kersaint on two occasions and he never told her he had HIV. Police fear there may be other women who had sex with Kersaint and are not aware that he was HIV positive. Miami Beach police are urging anyone who had a relationship with Kersaint to see a doctor and then contact police.

Kersaint, who has been locked up since last June, faces a minimum of five years in prison if convicted

-------ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS!?!?!?!?! ---------

This Man has just sentenced this woman to DEATH and all you give his is a 5 year sentence!?!? I can't stress how unfair this is!!! Reading this has truly made me sick to my stomach!!



I can't even continue to blog on this.........PLEASE everyone be careful! Just cause they "look nice" or are "popular" or "famous" doesn't mean they are SAFE!!!!!!!

-CraKk-

Annoyed......

I have come to the realization that i get pissed every easily. What you say? Yes, i know I'm 26. I mean sure, I've known forever that I can a bit of a hot-head. BUT now, it seems like things that didn't bother me when i was younger, PISSES me the fuck off now.

-----Examples-----

Juvenile acting men.

Oh sure, in high school it was fun to be friends with or be around the class clown, but at 26 it's just horribly annoying! I mean sure, I can take a joke BUT the bullshit can only go so far before I'm at me wits end cussing you out.

Clubs

Yep I said it! Clubs! And not only the clubs, but the people who do the promotions.

I mean don't get me wrong, though i haven't been to a club in a few weeks or so,

I do still enjoy a nice party.

Key word is NICE.

I mean i don't like the shit where EVERYONE got on a white tee,

ALL the guys are 18-21(or act it)

ALL the girls are tricks and tramps .

Or rats and hoochies .

Facebook/Myspace Rappers

My LORD!!!!!!!! Please please once again this used to be something that was entertaining, Yet now has become a hassle. "New Friend Request". ......"Oh blah, just another 'Myspace Music Page/Facebook local loser"

Not only have these things been annoying me lately, but the fact when I address the subject, I hear the "Oh you trippin, Oh you don't mean that" bullshit. FUCK, if these signs mean that I'm just growing up, and acting my age, ..........Then so be it. But i wish that the rest of you would do it too.

-CraKk-

2 weeks already???

WOW! has it really been two weeks already since my last post? Sorry to delay everyone from keeping up with me, but honestly hasn't been really too much to report.

Ty'rell is doing well in school.

.:(Thank God!):.

My nephew David, well, that's David. A 13 year old horomone who thinks he's God's gift to every girl age 13-16.

.:smh:.

Rashonia still in the hospital and i really miss my friend
=(
Ty'Rell missing her and Jonathan too now cause he been asking is she ok.

Me, honestly, i've just been chillin'.

Looking for a new job still.

.:Hopefully things work out with my interview i took the other day(cross your fingers):.

Still Single.

Still Sexy.

Still -CraKk-.

Don't worry, those 3 will never change.

-CraKk-

Day 1 of Kindergarten

Look at that SMILE!!

=)!!!!
He looks too trilled to be starting his first day of school.
And he was!
So was I, even though i did shed a tear or two when I got back to the car,
I knew he would be fine.
I mean not like he hasnt been in daycare since he was 1 anyways,
But this is REAL school!!
Not my neighbor who runs a daycare from home directly across the street.
He didnt cry.
Hell he didn't even give me a hug and kiss goodbye.









V
So school lets out at 3:15pm.
I was there, but traffic trying to get into parking lot was horrible!!!
So i decided to call my 13 year old nephew.
I told him to go stand with Ty'Rell so that he wouldn't wonder why no one was there yet.
Comes to find out,
Ty'Rell is NOT with his group and teacher!!
Being new to this "Real School Shit"
I fucking PANIKED!
The teacher is telling me that Ty'Rell was picked up already.
Picked up!?! The HELL!?!
by who!?







V
Come to find out Ty'Rell was not picked up
(they beter thank GOD he wasnt!)
He was in the gym, with latchkey kids.
Even though his name was NOT on the list to go to latchkey!
Why the hell didn't that ignorant ass kindergarten double check her list!?
And why the hell would she say someone picked him up already,
When he was in the gym!?
It's like she really didn't know WHERE THE FUCK he was at all!?!
Do you have ANY idea how fucking scarey that shit is!?!
I do now.
Yes, as most of you know who know me.
I showed my ass.
and all that whore could say was she was sorry
&
that it wouldn't happen again.
She would have been REALLY sorry and UNEMPLOYED,
If my kid was missing.
>=/

-CraKk-

-So who's gonna win the battle of 9/11? Kayne Vs. Curtis-

So since this topic seems to be one of the biggest buzzes going on right now,

I figured I'd put my two cents in on it.

Especially since I'm not a fan of either one of these Hip-Hop personalities.

So of course you know I already have both of these Cd's,

And personally i feel that Kanye outshine Mr. Curtis Jackson by 100times!!

Kanye really did his thing on this CD!!! And it seems like 50 is just making an album cause he is bored!!

Even though both rappers and some arrogant assholes, it's like 50 is saying" Bitch, i got money!!! Fuck you and anyone else who don't like what i do or say!!"

So my review,

Two thumbs up to Mr. West

And a big "BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!"

to 50 cents!!!

-CraKk-

-Am I Really That Bad??-

I think i made "him" mad yesterday.

Must be almost time for "Aunt Flow" to arrive for her monthly visit.

Because i admit i've been a little bit moodier than usual.

Like last night,

So since my friend is in the hospital and i only have a handful of friends

Yesterday was a night in for me.

I called "him" and "he" said "he" wasnt gonna go out.

So that really let me know i was in the house for the night.

Yet like always i called "him" and "he" was out with his friends.

So am i wrong for getting a little jealous?

I mean, i thought you said you wasn't going out?

"Oh thats not going out? That's just hangin' "Right?"

WRONG.

Cause regardless if you are at a club,bar,or just riding around.

Money is being spent somehow.

How did "he" know i didn't wanna just ride around?

Just chill and kick it?

Just spend time with "him" and see "his" face?

I don't think "he" cared really.

"He" was gonna be with who "he" wanted to.

And that was that.

Like i said.

Maybe i'm overreacting.

I mean heck, we're not in a relationship.

We're just friends right?

Maybe this is all my fault for treating the situation stronger than what it really is.

On another note,

My friend Uno is back in town!

Yay!!

Uno might be one of the best male friends.

And when i say friends i mean it.

Just FRIENDS.
That i've ever had!

Great drinking buddy.

Never worried about him trying to start something with me.

And he's the reason i know all about Chicago Blues!

So i think he'll be going back to work

(he's a truck driver now)

Sometime early next week.

So gotta make sure we hang for a minute before he leaves again.

Well it's still early.

I'm pretty sure that you'll be hearing from me later on today

>=)

-CraKk-

-A moment of your time is all i ask for-

Today one of my best-friends is in the hospital having a surgery performed to cure a disease that she has been living with for about the last 3 years. She is having her Colon, and Rectum completely removed because the doctors feel that she is at high risk for developing cancer in either organ. The disease is called Ulcerative Colitis. I have pulled up some information online to learn a little bit more about the intensity of the disease. Please take a few minutes out of your not so busy lives and pray for my friend, and read up about the disease which she is suffering from. She'll be hospitalised for the next 2 weeks recovering :-( Now who am i supposed to go clubbing with!? LOL

-CraKk-

What is ulcerative colitis?

Ulcerative colitis is a chronic inflammatory condition of the digestive tract. It's a form of Inflammatory Bowel Disease that involves inflammation of the inner lining of the colon and rectum. People with this condition alternate between flare-ups and periods of remission throughout their lives. While ulcerative colitis is a lifelong condition, it can often be managed with medication when taken as prescribed by your doctor.

What is a flare-up?

A flare-up is when the rectum and/or colon become inflamed. During a flare-up, people experience periods of increased ulcerative colitis symptoms, such as bloody diarrhea, rectal bleeding, abdominal pain or cramping, and an urgent need to go to the bathroom. Flare-ups can vary in duration and intensity.

What is remission?

Remission is the time between flare-ups of ulcerative colitis when people experience few, mild, or no symptoms. Periods of remission vary in duration, anywhere from a matter of days to a number of years.

How common is ulcerative colitis?

It's estimated that about one million Americans suffer from some form of IBD. About half of the people with IBD have ulcerative colitis, about half have Crohn's disease.18

What causes ulcerative colitis?

The causes of ulcerative colitis are unknown. Current research suggests that possible causes may involve, but are not limited to, heredity, infection, or the immune system. This condition affects people of all ages, but is often diagnosed during early adulthood. The medical research community recognizes that inflammatory bowel disease is more common in Caucasians, occurs with increased frequency in people of Jewish descent, and can run in families.13 There's no known cure for ulcerative colitis except for removal of the colon. However, research organizations, such as the Crohn's & Colitis Foundation of America (CCFA), continue to research the cause of and the cure for UC and Crohn's disease.

What are the symptoms of active ulcerative colitis?

Common symptoms of mild to moderate UC may include:
Rectal bleeding
Abdominal pain/cramping
Urgent need to go to the bathroom
Diarrhea More severe ulcerative colitis symptoms may include:
Fever
Weight loss
Nausea
Vomiting *Not all medications are approved for the treatment of severe ulcerative colitis. Asacol is not indicated for severe ulcerative colitis. Contact your doctor for more information.

What is the long-term outlook for this condition?

Though ulcerative colitis can be unpredictable, medications can often provide people with a measure of control over this tough, persistent condition. Taking your medication as directed can play an important role in managing your symptoms.

How is ulcerative colitis diagnosed?

Usually, your doctor will perform all or some of the following:
Rule out disorders that may mimic the symptoms of UC
Complete a physical exam
Blood and stool tests
X-ray or an endoscopy

What medications are used to treat ulcerative colitis?

There are a number of medications prescribed to manage ulcerative colitis. These medications can come in different dosage forms, including tablets, capsules, suppositories, enemas, foams and infusions. Some ulcerative colitis medications include:
5-ASAs, or aminosalicylates, are medications such as mesalamine (sulfa-free) and sulfasalazine (contains sulfa)
Steroids, such as prednisone, and hydrocortisone
Biologics, such as infliximab

What is the risk of an ulcerative colitis patient developing colon cancer?

Not every person with UC will develop colon cancer. People with long-standing UC (i.e., more than 10 years) have a somewhat higher risk of developing colon cancer than the general population. Early detection and monitoring is extremely important and can greatly impact progression of colon cancer.

What is the role of surgery in the ulcerative colitis treatment?

Surgery may be an alternative for some who don't respond to the intensive medial therapies available. Under these circumstances, the doctor may consider surgically removing portions of the colon and/or rectum. This procedure is called a colectomy.

-Congratulations Pootie!!!-

Awwwwwwww today was such a proud day for me and Ty'rell

Today was his last day at daycare/pre-school :-)

My baby boy starts Kindergarten on September 7th and he is so excited!!

I'm excited for him!!

I mean true enough, I'm a lil scared

More so because if you look at me baby, he doesn't look like he's only 4 years old
He's the height of your average 7 year old -_-

Those people better not overlook that my baby is still just a baby!

I don't wanna have no problems and have to go down to that school because they pushing my son too hard to do or learn things just cause they forget that he's only 4!

but i don't think we'll have that problem

i mean he is smart as hell

just lazy

and hardheaded at times

-_-

and SPOILED as shit

but he's all mines :-)

Well i guess we'll go this weekend and finish school shopping :-)

we already got all his Diego stuff

now we gotta get the stuff like Kleenex and crap :-/

Wish him luck with kindergarten!!

School pics will be up as soon as he takes them

-CraKk-

-$110.51-

That's how much it was to get that piece of shit fixed, $110.51

RIDICULOUS i tell you!!

I mean yea, i got insurance on the phone

but my deductible is $85

PLUS

i gotta

A. Fill out these forms

well really my God brother has to fill them out since this phone is in his name

(so that means i would of had to try to catch up with his ass)

B. Fax the forms to the insurance company

C. Wait 72 hours (3 days, ketchup mustard) to receive the new phone

(nope they don't give you loaner phones til you receive your replacement)

D. Then take my old phone into the store to see if they POSSIBLY could transfer my phone numbers to the new phone

(if the couldn't i would have been SO screwed! i don't remember anyone number by heart)

SO

for and extra $25.00 i think i didn't do TOO bad with saving myself the hassle , yet i lucked up

they normally don't keep those parts in the store, they have to be special order, but they had just ordered one for someone else who was out of town til next Tuesday, so they have time to order him another one

I'll try to be more careful, cause next time this happens, shit i might just get a completely different damn phone!!

-CraKk-

-BullCrap!!-

Yea so

Top of the morning to ya

i awake this morning well rested and feeling rereshed and ready to start my day

Make my first phone call for the morning while walking through the kitchen to get to the laundry room where i proceed to iron Ty'rell clothes and get him ready for daycare.

After i finish ironing the clothes and leave out of the room, what happens?

DAMN PHONE FALLS TO THE GROUND!!

Mind you that i am not the luckiest person when it comes to dealing with cell phones, so this was not my first time droppin it

but in the words of Fred Sanford "This is the big one 'Lizbeth'"

So now not only is the phone BROKE, but i'm carless and gotta find a way to get to the store to get the phone either repaired or get a new one ( i CAN NOT be without my phone, i'll go crazy)

The other bad thing is i have a TERRIBLE memory, so i cant even remember but a select few friends telephone numbers to call and get a ride to the phone place!

UGGGGGGGGGGGGHH!!!

Lawd, why me?

So besides my terrible morning, and these yahoo idiots pissing me off like daily with there stupid questions "You broke your phone? How'd ya do that? How did it drop" The HELL does that matter!?

ANYWAYS, so yeah, besides that mornin' is going fine. Breakfest was delicious! Pancakes and sausages :-P

TTYL,

-CraKk-

-Sighs...Bloggin again....-

Depression:

Main Entry: de·pres·sion Pronunciation: di-'pre-sh&n, dE-Function: noun1 a : the angular distance of a celestial object below the horizon b : the size of an angle of depression2 : an act of depressing or a state of being depressed : as a : a pressing down : LOWERING b (1) : a state of feeling sad : DEJECTION (2) : a psychoneurotic or psychotic disorder marked especially by sadness, inactivity, difficulty in thinking and concentration, a significant increase or decrease in appetite and time spent sleeping, feelings of dejection and hopelessness, and sometimes suicidal tendencies c (1) : a reduction in activity, amount, quality, or force (2) : a lowering of vitality or functional activity3 : a depressed place or part : HOLLOW4 : LOW 1b5 : a period of low general economic activity marked especially by rising levels of unemployment

Yep,
This is me right now.
Why is life so damn difficult sometimes?
Why is love so hard to understand?
Can you truly be committed to someone when you haven't found yourself yet?

Nope.
I sure can't

Yet i can't stand the fact of them being with someone else.

Am i destined to be single forever?
Maybe this is pay back for leading a "playa" lifestyle while i was younger

but hey....we was just kids right?

Who would imagine that one day it would be YOU in the same shoes

Karma is a BITCH aint it?

-CraKk-

Gossip? Nah not today, just my Monday

OK OK so lets get this out of the way now

YES i gossip

Ienjoy hearing it and spreading it

Wanna fight about it?

So anyways,

Today:

Not much Gossip to spread :-/

Went to the mall with shonia,

(Oh she's my best friend just in case you guys was wondering)

Had my goddaughter Reiana and boy oh boy is she SPOILED!

I mean yea, know my son is spoiled too so maybe its because she's so young that im not use to it anymore

(she's only 8 months, and Ty'rell will be 5 in November)

She cried about 60% of the time we was out today

Luckly her dad came and got her when we got home

and paid me the res of the money he owed me from 2 weeks ago

So after she left, you know i took a nap right?

shit i be tired like a mothafucka dealing with her sometimes!

Tell me why i overslept? LOL!!

Tyrell is supposed to be picked up from daycare by 6:00pm

i made it there by 6:45 and the daycare is RIGHT across the street

No Literally

my neighbor runs a daycare out of her home!

so oh well, yea i was late but hell she gets paid well so she should let me slide here and there

plus Ty'rell will be starting kindegarden on the 7th of September anyways

so she better enjoy him while she can :-)

Well David greedy self ate Ty'rell chips

mad that ass work right to Meijers and get some more LOL

Blah....i'm going to bed

More on me n any other shit i gotta say

Tomorrow

As the World Turns

-CraKk-

Welcome

Well well well,

Looks like you've stumble upon my spot huh?

Well thanks for coming and stopping by, i know you'll enjoy your stay here because i ALWAYS have something to talk about, but not always do i have someone to talk about it with.

So i write.

ALOT.

So lets get down to the basics:

Name: Stacey

(yes Stacey, wanna fight about it?)

Age: 26 years YOUNG

(don't call me old damnit!!)

Location: Somewhere here in Michigan

(everyone is not a killer in Detroit, don't believe the hype)

Relationship Status: Confused right now

(more to come on that on later dates)

Favorites: I enjoy too many things to pick "Favs" , i like going to new and different places, enjoy traveling(even though i haven't been outta Michigan in so long!! It's gonna kill me!), i like to hang out with the few friends that i do have, (for some reason females don't like me!? Prolly cause their men do huh? :-/) and imma a shop-a-holic and a photo junkie.

Pet Pev's: Same a fav's...too many, i get pissed VERY easy, so lets not even talk about it or i might just get pissed .

Kids: Yea, i got one of those, but sometimes i feel like i got 3(more on that later too)

Well, that's the basics on me

Hope you enjoyed what you read so far and stay tuned because I'll be posting FREQUENTLY, and would love to hear some comments on some of the things i write.

(alot of the times i don't want anyone opinions on my shit, i could give a damn less what you pricks think , love ya though!)

Peace and love to you yours,

-CraKk-